Attention

Little girl waiting for an attention.

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She tried all of her best. She tried to find it in the crowd. And she tried to find it in the darkest corner. But she just couldn't find it.

She were smiling. She was at least tried her best to stay strong. She took all the burden. She covered everything. Noone need to know who actually she is. Well, even her self don't really need to know who actually she is.

Some people said they're proud, but never get enough. Some other else said it's pity, but never get bother enough to offering help. It's not their fault. She know it the best.

But.

Time by times, it's getting worse and worse.

How if one day she wake up and she don't even know who actually she is? 

The one who always smiling. 

The other one who just don't give a fuck about everything. 

The one who always tried to be a sweet innocence little girl. 

Or maybe the one who had all the responsibilitys. 

Which one is the real she?

Maybe if she could, she would make some weird form and then spear it to every people that know her. So then they can vote for which one they want the girl be.

She do don't mind it at all. As long as someone give her attention. She will be everything people want for her to be.

Somehow it's sounds perfect. At least for me.

But the journey is just barely begun. And she have too many mission to give up now.

And she secretly wishing for maybe she will die on one of her mission.

Sound fun.