Creep and Weirdo, sorry but I can't stop loving you.

"Creep"

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye

I knew since the very beggining. How you smiling. How you laughing.

How you cry. How you angry. How you always tried your best.

You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You make me realised that I don’t have to go to heaven just to see an angel.

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world

Beautiful white feather who can fly to wherever he want to.

Beautiful black feather who can fly to wherever he want to.

That sparkel light, absolutely not belong to my world.

I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

So I can stay beside you.

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo

And you have no idea about me.

What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I knew it since the very beggining.

I don't care if it hurts

I can’t feel it anymore anyway.

I want to have control

But I knew I can’t.

I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

So I can be with you.

I want you to notice
When I'm not around

Just like how I see you as an apple in my eyes.

You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

So I can reach you.

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo

And you have no idea how much you mean to me.

What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

What should I do? To belong here.

Oh, oh

She's running out again
She's running out

I tried to run.

She run run run run
Run

I tried to run so many times.

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want

But seeing you smiling, never failed to make me go back.

You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

So I can be with you

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo

And you have no idea about me.

What the hell am I doing here?

What should I do?

I don't belong here

But I want to be here.

I don't belong here

Or just because I don’t know how to runaway from you?

The first post of the year and I already writing something that have so sense. Sorry guys, but my head is just messed up since the morning.


The lyrics is from Radiohead and the tittle is "Creep". The lyrics is the red one btw, and the blue parts is just what came in my mind when I listening this song. Such a beautiful song with deep meaning.

I know I'm a creep, and I'm a weirdo. Sorry I can't stop to loving you. 

Thank you for reading guys. See you next time ~